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Hey kids!
Wow, its been awhile since ive last updated cause i really havent hadd anything really go on. But i guess things have been okay, execpt that my dad almost passed away on tuesday...which wasnt too good..he had a heart attack. i seriously dont know what i would do with out him..i love my dad.
Anyways, nothing really has happened..today i went to sandwhich factory with sailor and she asked me something that really made me think. actually she said britt you dont really think about him anymore do you, and i just smiled and for once i could actually say it without lying that i really really havent thought about him, and shes like i didnt think soo, and then she smiled.i guess its just the fact that the kid has changed soo much, that i really dont like him at all. Oh well..im happy and i want it to stay like that.
This break has been pretty kick ass, i love hanging out with my friends and just being care free. I hate school and i dont want to go back at all..
One more year BITCHES! chicago here i come!
I talked to an old friend this week his name is Kyle, i miss him alot..hes really cool to talk to. kyleeee ROCKS!
i realized today on my way home from sandwhich factory that, he mite have liked me. I guess he just didnt wwant to say it, i guess i didnt want to realize it either until now that we dont even speak anymore...which sucks i reallly miss this kidd. things change.
Anyways im gunna go watch a movie with SAILOR, Matt and Andrew.
Latter bitchess!
Time will tell.....fucck, its been 3 years.
I'm finally over it. Im happy being alone.
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10/16/ 1:04 pm
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Thursday, To tell you the truth I can’t remember what I did.
Friday, I had some people over, it really didn’t go how I wanted it to but oh well.
It really wasn’t that fun, actually it was boring..I sat in the dinning room and made annie a pictured we’ll everyone watched a movie. That’s about it.
Last night I went to section8 with Ryan Kallok, and Annie Vicars..i had soo much fun, I actually met a lot of people, I met the singer from dexter’s danger, and that band is awesome. I also met a few new friends..sad part is I don’t know theyre names which sucks. Oh well, I saw Kyle..i really didn’t talk to him, but oh well. I talked to Jay, it kinda made me sad we started talking about my room and how hes gotta come over soon and redo it all, it was niice talking to him though.
After section8 me ryan and annie went to perkins!!! We met up with cory..it was fun.
Then I came home and went straight to bed, I was extremely tired.
Today, I was supposed to go to Cleveland but that didn’t really work out..i wish I was going though..Tonight I mite go to a party im not really in the partying mood but ohh well it mite actually be funn..if I don’t do that bitches call me..well have our own partyyyy! Haha.
That’s all…….
Oh yeah bridget mite actually come over..thatll be funn.
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10/9/ 6:58 pm
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Friday.
Didn't go to school..cause i really didn't feel like it soo Keri called me and asked if me and annie wanted to go to tokyo house and of course we weren't gunna pass up that offer..lol So we went around 3:45 and got there at 4 they said there was a 2 hour wait and well i guess we had nothing better to do soo we stayed and waited..it was funn..i love KEN!!!! =)
After that keri dropped us off and we got readyy and went out with KRISTEN!!! We ennded up going to perkinss. I SAWWWWW AMBER!!! I MISS/LOVE her!!! I called marty and him and dutton and David met up with uss..it was niiice..after perkins we all went to boardman lanes..it was niice..i have fun.
After we all got done bowlingg...i went to annies with kristen and matt and marc came over for alittle, it was niice..Fridays are alwayyss good!
Saturday.
I woke up at 9 and got onlinee..talked too anne..and then figured out planns around 12:30 we went to see tencountfall vs. Mic at the basketball courts and let me telll you tencountfall boys have some skill on the courts..lol it was a very funny site though.
After that we followed marty to boardman lanes..Him and mindy play a game and me, annie sat there i would have to sayy that was kinda boring and i was in a odd moody..after that we made mindy drop us off at home and i did kristens hair for her homecoming which i would have to sayyy came out amazing!!! i love herr. After that me and annie went to thee mall for like 20mins then mindy picked us upp..and we went to see a movie..i was like falling asleep in the movie..it was boring. After that we went bacckk to the mall and sat there..Megan came to visit me!! i love her..shes soo adorable. after that we went home it was about 10..sad yes i know..lol i went home sat by the fire placee..and looked at my phone waiting for someone to call me..but of course that didnt happen..lol soo i decided to play dress up..lol im a loser.
Today!
Well i woke up at 1 and went to lunch with connor my mom and dad , then to store..and then we came home and me and my mom went shopping..i bought a few things..it was nicee..
Now im sitting here drinking coffee..Todays a lovely day.
welll guys thats my weekend!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!
Have a great week!
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9/8/ 6:59 pm
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We're now back in school.
It sucks..i just want to get out of that place..the only class i like is photo =)
I am now not going to homecoming me and britt are gunna hangout! yay!!!!
I've realized how much i really do miss you this past weeeekk. With out you there.
I mitte goo to the football game tomorrow if i dont find anything better to do?
SOOO SOMEONE CALL ME WITH FUNNN PLANS!?
Tencountfall gives me the chills..weird but they do.
Theyre music is amazing..Im a suckker for tencountfall. =/
Runner-up is also an amazing bandd..along with upnext...somee awesome bands..check them out!
Haven't talked to kyle in a weekk!! it sucks.
Anwayss..thats that!!!!!!
I didnt plan for this to happen!! =/ Im falling for you.
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8/29/ 11:52 pm
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I can't explain what i feel anymore..
i guesss im just confused with alot.
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8/21/ 10:43 pm
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This week has been good.
Last night my parents had this rad party and bridget and britt came over..my aunt tried to get me drunk..lol it was funny..i love my Aunt carol.
Anyways..
Kyle called me today!! that made me smile he told me he moved closer to me which is awesome.
Me and eddie are going to homecoming which is awesome hes my best friend.
tomorrow going over bridgets for a fire...ahh im excited.
i love her.
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8/16/ 7:16 pm
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last journal entry.
the truth..
Kristen did hurt me by hanging out with marty behind my back..actually you both hurt me, but im kinda over that now..Oh well thats all i can say.
Annie go ahead and like Andrew i don't like him...and i wont have a probelm with you liking him because i know you can't help who you like.
Bridget and Brittany..wow i love you both, youve both got really close this summer and im not gunna say it hasnt bothered me cause me and bridget hardly ever talk anymore which sucks..i miss her..britt dont take it the wrong way cause i love you and i can talk to you about anything it just bothers me when your always with her..and im left at home. Oh well agian.
Im not gunna say your name..
I miss you and everyone prolly knows who im talking about but its alright cause it needs get out. i know its pathectic that im still stuck i know cause many people have told me like matt..you tell me soo much get over it..but i guess..when you feel it then youll understand.
I guess what im trying to say is that i hate how things are i hate how we never talk and when we do its like HEYY and thats all you dont askk how are you tell what youve been up to..but i guess your busy..oh well.
lately i feel like im losing my friends not annie but everyone else..im not sure if its my fault but i hope not..i hope it gets better..some friends im happy i lost cause yeah...
I hate how me and eddie never talk anymore it sucks he used be my best guy friend i talked him about everytthing i guess things just are falling apart..
Another thing i really want to hangout with jesse before he goes to college he seems really cool and god knows im up for making new friends.
Kyle...wow your soo awesome you make me laugh all the time i wish you lived closer and we actually got to hangout..i wish i could talk to you more..=/
Tencountfall..wow guys i wish you the best on your ablum..pat told me yesteryday you were having fun there..good luck.
Homecoming..im going but im going with my friends..i dont want to have a date anymore if its not gunna be eddie..but im gunna go to his show and see him before i goo..:)
Anyways finally i got it all out..thats how i feel and people mite be like ohhh stop complaining and im sorry if its brought out to be like that but its not like that its nothing like that its just what i feell..:)
OHh yeah..me and my friends have been hanging out with matt alot..and im happy hes a really awesome person...:)
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7/30/ 6:55 pm
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I thought for awhile i was totally over you..but then i talked to you and everything came back. I remember a few days you saying you wanted me to be there..and i go just because you said it meant alot if i was there..and you dont even look at me..Okay well maybe you did and maybe you did come and talk to me or should i say you came and talked to the people i was by and i just happened to be there. All i really can say anymore is "Oh well " which really sucks but it happens. i guess what im trying to say is that i wish you weren't too busy for me.
Another thought..Im glad were friends now i really am, mostly because theres so much less drama in my life when we're friends..and another reason is because no matter what anyone says you are a awesome person..and i love being around you, But the thing that makes me mad is that everytime i see you and him together your either fighting or giving him a hard time and i hate seeing him have to go out of his way to make you smile..when in the back of my head im saying why aren't you smiling..your soo lucky to have him..maybe you just dont realize how amazing he is but then maybe you do im not sure?
I try to stay off the subject of him and her because i know it annoys people when i talk about it thats why i havent said anything to anyone. i mean i have friends i can talk to about it but sometimes i think its just better if i dont say anything at all.
I was on my way home from my aunt carol's house..and i was just looking up in the sky thinking about things, like im 16 and i have nothing to look forward to, i mean i live in boardman we do the same things over and over agian..and i HATE it..mostly what im trying to say is that i really love chicago and i think i really need to go back..it was seriously thee best week of my life..just driving into the city for the first time, was like a life changing experenice in my life..the cool thing about it there is its not a little town where everyone knows everyone..you can be yourself, with out people saying woah..."what is she wearing?" or "Eww, look at her shoes." i mean they still do that but for some reason no one cares.
i dunno really hope soon i can go back and just relax there, i love the city, i cant wait till after senior year, im moving up there with my aunt..away from here.
Please, if your gunna comment saying get a life or just be stupid about it please just don't comment?
kthanks.
Until next time,
Britt
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7/21/ 12:46 pm
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Well everything has been really awesome!!
Ever since i got home, things have just been happening for the best, i lost a few friends but its for the better i guess? oh well i realized who my real friends were!!! me and britt have been hanging out a hole lot more which is really rad.
Yesterday Megan Cartwright came over at like 2 and didnt leave till like 11 we just sat around she made me clean my fucking room! shes a loser..we drove around! IN MY PARENTS CAR! lol they actually let her..lol My parents love her.
Lately my parents have been really cool..but really stressed out cause of my grandma..my parents know ive been going through alot..soo they have been really cool about things. My aunt came home shes leaving tomorrow though! which sucks..but she said at the end of the summer im flying back up to chicago to teach her how to sew!!! and i think i mite bring britt..shell love it there. anyways..things have been great!!
Oh and ive been talking to some old friends and im really stoked about that too cause soon were gunna hangout! which will be rad..i cant wait.
SUMMER HAS BEEN AWESOME
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7/14/ 11:10 pm
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RANDOM THOUGHTS.
i just got back from Chicago, It was really FUN! i had a good time...i didnt get to see my Aunt which sucked but shes coming home tomorrow which im pretty stoked about.
Ive been hanging out with Cartwright and Rossi alot...i really like hanging out with themm..Ive known them forever..I love them!
Ive kinda been losing touch with my old friends it weird i never really talk to them..and when i do its always them talking about boys..or something like that all i want to do it just have fun. But its kinda okay because i really like hanging out with different people and meeting new people...its kinda fun :) i guess everythings just falling apart.
I talked to Court today i miss her soo much!! She called me today just to catch up on things..me and her really need to hangout soon hopefully, because shes like one of the only people i can trust.
I really really miss my sister..i know that sounds weird but today was the first day in 2 weeks where i saw her..it sucks, shes getting married soon and soon eough shell be gone she have her new life..ahh i miss my sister.
Tonight me Megan and Megan all just drove around with this kid GENE..lol it was soo fun, i really didnt think i was gunna do anything until cartwright called me and came over but i was like oh well im gunna go..im glad i went. it was alot of fun hopefully tomorrow well hangout agian :)
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